It's been a few weeks since I've considered myself single and on the market. I have looked around and have asked out a few people out. I hope that I have found that one out of the bunch.Time will tell.

Here's the update: she will not be coming to see me. Not this weekend or maybe ever. I'm tired of it all. I will find love someday with somebody.

The time has come

The last time I posted here, I mentioned there was a special woman that I liked. The one that I said I could see a future with. She is coming down to visit me this weekend. I'm so excited and I just can't hide it. This is something that I've been waiting for several months now. It's the first time we are meeting and I can't wait. I will give updates about how it went as soon as I can. Wish me luck.

Different views

There have been so many different things happening in my life to change my look in certain ways. A few months ago, I went to a friend's house to visit. Looking at the home and hanging out for a moment, I realize that I want to be in a house. I felt so much love in there that I know that can fill my own house with love too. I also had a near crisis with money until I went back to work for Blockbuster. I started back to school a few weeks ago. I'm in an entrepreneurship class this and I am so stocked about it. I am learning so many different things about business and myself. I realize that I've been working on this making money thing since I was in elementary school. From selling candy for a profit to summer jobs to my current job, I've always wanted to make my own money. Speaking of myself, I had finally jumped over a hurdle that's taken my legs up from under me many times before. It's been a pain to live with but I don't have to anymore. Now, I look towards the future and the many opportunities that face me. My life will be filled with happiness and joy. I hope that certain someone will be there but I'm not pressing it. I just enjoy talking to her and could see a future with her. If she is reading this, I'm letting her know she is beautiful (body and soul), I care about her and I like her.

Ash Family Reunion

I went to my family reunion of the 4^th of July weekend .It was held in Nashville, Tennessee (more correct is in Smyrna). I took my car up there on the trip because it was cheaper than flying or a rental car. I was jamming throughout the car ride. I had recently got a few CDs from EBay and used them to energize me. You got to love soundtracks (I got Tomb Raider, Charlie's Angels and Grosse Pointe Blank. Yay!!) I also had my IPod and my other CDs for variety. There were a lot of family members that I've never met before the trip. I hung out with my brother Doug and my cousin Joe for most of the trip. I had the feeling that I belonged somewhere in this world. All these people in this room are my family and love me even though we're meeting for the first time (for some). I was sad to go back home but took my pictures and memories with me.